yes, pwen did this topic in her blog a few entries ago and somehow, it got me thinking about it again. it’s rather depressing to know that after living in this world for 18 years and 6 months (yes. that’s how old I am today) I don’t have a single reciprocated (sp?!) love back.

I don’t know. I mean, sure, there are others.. sis, boss, pwen.. cj?? haha. yeah. but it still sucks all the same. I’ve got my kor who’s a real buaya-er (flirt) and he can get a gf this year. met her at camp too *hngh* and another church pal of mine who got attached.

only thing is that the latter wasn’t that lucky. I admit, he’s abit of a fool. I mean, he met this girl online and he’s never even met her before when they went together. I mean, it’s quite dumb. to get a gf and you’ve never met her before. but that’s what he did. and he found out that everything was a lie.

the pic she sent him wasn’t even her. the life she told him about wasn’t even true. she said she’s in aussie now but she’s still right here in singapore. it’s so dumb. but I pity him. his first relationship and it has to turn out like this.

and I read in some girl’s blog about she and her new guy. they broke up. apparently, she found out that the guy made a bet with his friends to see who could ‘get’ her first. how sad. to think that these only happen in the movies.

so at times, I guess I’m glad I’m single. and like I’ve said before, I am happy being single. I’m just unhappy being single and being in love at the same time. especially when that love isn’t reciprocal..

enough of heartsick stuff. I’m sick of it -scolds self- now, to end off with a happy note, here’s two of the many snaps we took that eventful night with the neoprint machine -grins-

PK, Pwen & Me

yeah. it’s been 7ners night. two nights in a row too! ;D

wednesday was bad work day for me. shan’t go through details so I was hoping that by meeting 7ners later in the evening would cheer me up. boy. not only did they cheer me up. they made me laugh. haha..

we met at fullerton hotel (well, outside technically) as srjc was having their prom night there. we saw cheng teng off to the prom after we met her and took pictures together. she was wearing this really lovely black gown and as she walked away from us, sis (was it?) said, “it’s like sending cinderella off.”

and the funny thing? jo and I said at the same time, “in black?!” -rofl-

we chilled around boat quay the coffee bean there and we all hated the part about walking through boat quay. well, jo detested it. coz all the hostess would be trying to get you to sit down and have a drink. hmm. we could have after all we were all (except pk) legal and it was ladies’ night.. haha. but bah, I hate beer o_O

so we sat at where the big bird sculpture was and talked most of the time. sis taking random shots, pwen looking into pk’s phone messages -chuckles- a nice girls’ night out. it’s weird. I kinda miss boss come back soon boss! hope she’s doing fine in aussie.. lucky her!

and unfortunately, I’m blogging in my workplace and I can’t use the comp tonight when I get home so I can’t upload the pictures

last night pwen & I wanted to get an interview at rockymaster’s but turns out we need to make an appointment o_O so we (plus pk) just chilled at heeren and took neoprints. bah. the first one really looks nice but we look so pale.

so I suggested going over to far east plaza where the neoprint machines were much better. and really, we had a whole load of fun just taking snaps after snaps ;D I spent a total of 9 bucks on this man. come to think of it, pk and pwen cheated me! -scowls- the last neoprint we took, I paid 2 whole dollars more and we all got an equal share of the pictures!

I protest!!!

you guys so owe me man. but let’s go take again another day. and yeah, can’t upload coz I can’t use the comp -wails-

today, work at the restaurant was ok I guess. I didn’t need to give out flyers so that’s a pro. I broke a bottle of tiger and that was a con. but overall it was ok. hey 7ners, remember miss susanna (sp?) ho? the netball teacher? she’s a friend of my boss and she came to eat today!

she told me to sit down coz she wanted to talk to me (uh oh..) but what she wanted to say was that she wanted to recruit me into sac alumni o.O I’m. not. kidding.

apparently, she’s the new president and she wants to make the alumni a more ‘hip’ place. so she needs support from us youngsters o.O but I think it might work. coz the last batch that was running the alumni was like, grad in 60’s batch? -jaws drop- yeah. that old (oops)

she’s trying to get sac alumni special discounts at 77th street. turns out that the lady who started this franchise is an ex-sacian! not kidding! so what say you guys? help me spread the word in friendster since I’m not in there. lol..

and to end it off, I shall just paste this thingy I got from ;p

if I were a month I would be: june
if I were a day of the week I would be: wednesday
if I were a time of day I would be: 1500 hours
if I were a planet I would be: pluto
if I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin
if I were a direction I would be: north
if I were a piece of furniture I would be: arm chair
if I were a sin I would be: envy
if I were a historical figure I would be: cleopatra
if I were a liquid I would be: vodka
if I were a tree I would be: cedar tree
if I were a flower/plant I would be: white/blue carnation
if I were a kind of weather I would be: sunny
if I were a musical instrument I would be: drums
if I were an animal I would be: koala
if I were a color I would be: blue
if I were a vegetable I would be: celery
if I were a sound I would be: voice
if I were an element I would be: fire
if I were a car I would be: I’m into cars so I’ll just say subaru. lol
if I were a song I would be: what I really meant to say – cyndi thomson
if I were a movie I would be: my sassy girl
if I were a book I would be written by: amy tan
if I were a food I would be: pizza
if I were a place I would be: the beach
if I were a material I would be: silk
if I were a taste I would be: bittersweet
if I were a scent I would be: chocolate
if I were a word I would be: hopeless
if I were an object I would be: paper
if I were a body part I would be: eyes
if I were a facial expression I would be: unhappy
if I were a cartoon character I would be: lilo (lilo & stitch)
if I were a shape I would be: broken heart
if I were a number I would be: 7

I’m such a sick duck today. plus the fact that it was a really depressing time for me in the morning..

went to work late coz I overslept. couldn’t help it. if you see my cam pic, I’ve been baking cookies till 2am. why? my sister lor. she went, “jie (that’s big sis in chinese), I wanna go sleep already. you bake the rest ok?”

what could I do? I couldn’t leave it to my mom so I baked the next 4 batches which took about 10 mins approx for each batch.

anyway, I was late and I’m hating work. long story. maybe I’ll mention some other time. had to give flyers to letterboxes in the nearby shopping centres. and now my knuckles are bruised. like I said, another time -scowls-

after my office job, went to meet up with wil. haha. it’s just like last year. after we met during a dmc meeting, we chilled out for the next couple of weeks like the old times. found out he was a magician and he showed me card tricks during the mrt ride to bedok.

he had to do grocery (sp?) shopping for his mum so we went to bedok interchange’s ntuc where he bought alot of stuff. lol. after that we walked home. and well, he had to take a cab home from my place. lmao.

hmm.. -muse- I’m feeling a tad better already! ;D

thanks so much for you wonderful comments ;D I’m glad my domain has received such a nice and warm welcome from you. thank you so much! ;D

today was an ok day I guess. I hung out with wil for the afternoon. it’s been more than a year since I last saw him and that was around last year in mar/apr when dmc decided to have a gathering. we went to plaza singapura to watch brother bear.

I thought it was out in theatres on dec 4 but since it’s out, hey, might as well watch it. I tell you, go catch that film! it’s a really touching animation that I’m sure would touch your heart as it had done to mine (aww..) I’m serious. go watch it. really talks about brotherhood and brother love.

you absolutely have to sit through the movie and watch the credits part where they have short animations on the funnies. it’s really hilarious especially the last one where they were playing with their reflection on the ice. wil & I laughed so hard that my eyes teared. really.

I loooveee koda! ;D he’s totally adorable. I saw this huge plush (like the stitch one) at this doll shop in wheelock place. anyone care to get that for me this christmas *hint hint* lmao.

yes! I’ve finally moved! -jumps around- so how do you find it? ;D firstly, I wanna congratulate myself -puffs with pride- I feel really glad this is finally up.

and secondly,

happy birthday daddy!

this is a tribute to you dad. I love you. though you don’t understand me (and like real he’s gonna see this. haha..)

for this once, you may comment on the layout though I rather much you do it in the guestbook *a-hem*