ok. this would be my last entry till next week. why? you see, I’m heading for sentosa for pk’s birthday resort. which reminds me:

happy birthday pk!

yay. finally legal. so how does it feel like looking and being legal finally? haha. like she’s gonna read this :? right now all of them would be at sentosa while I’m still here in mainland typing in my office

for those who aren’t from singapore, sentosa is this little island on the south which is mainly a tourist attraction. so if you’re thinking of coming by here, do stop at sentosa

thanks for all of your concern I’m feeling much better now besides a few sniffles here and there.

yesterday, went with jun wei to watch the extended version of lotr: the fellowship of the ring. I’ve never watched that. lol. even though I’ve watched two towers. so after watching fotr, I understand much better.

and today, I went to watch two towers with wil (yea. extended version too) and I’m proud to say that it was the 10th time I watched two towers in the theatres. wil kept saying I was crazy watching it so many times.

the extended version was really extended for two towers. about 45 mins extra! imagine sitting in the theatre for four hours from 11am onwards! haha. I didn’t mind

alot of you guys always see my hair tied up. well, here’s your lucky chance. my cam pic at the moment shows my hair down. a really rare treat for you! -winks-

oh. and wil lent me his cam -dance around- so I may be adding more pics after the chalet I mean, resort in my photolog. I can’t wait! *excited*

ok. gotta rush home to pack my stuff for 3 days and 2 nights. jo messaged to say that I needed to go get re-lightable candles. prolly for pk’s cake ;D

phooey. forget whatever I said about not being allergic to panadol. I was – and am -scowls-

yesterday I took it when I started sneezing like a machine gun – non stop! so I popped 2 and got ready for work. just as I was about to wear my contacts, I saw this little bump below my eye. it looks like a mosquito bite and instantly, I knew it was the doing of the bloody panadol.

but I thought hey, it could be a coincidence. so I decided to wait for awhile to see if the ‘mosquito bite’ grew any bigger. it did. bloody hell.

so I had to msg my colleague to let her know I wouldn’t be going to work. and I spent every 5 minutes looking into the mirror to see how bad it swelled. the last time my eyes swelled was when I popped a tiny painkiller coz my wrist was hurting me and within 2 hours, my eyes were so swollen I couldn’t even open them :mrgreen:

this time was a little weird. only one eye was swollen and thankfully, it wasn’t that bad.

ok. let me clear this up: firstly, wil isn’t my boyfriend! -mock glares at ebony- he’s just a good pal I met back in 2000 during obs and he was my canoeing partner for the sea expedition. that’s all. haha. I don’t have a boyfriend -rolls eyes- no one wants me. lmao.

and the cam he got? it’s a sony p10. don’t really like the design and I saw a sony v1 today in the papers. I want that cam! *hint*

so technically, it was a bad day. but no biggie since my mom creamed me the night before. but oddly, my day ended well. not just well well but really well

was chatting with jo and I was telling her to pray really hard that I can attend pk’s birthday chalet at sentosa as my mom and I were really having cold war or something. so she was wishing me all the best of luck when I told my mom this:

“mom, my friend’s birthday is on friday and she’s having a chalet at sentosa from friday to sunday. so can I go – I mean, I’m going. can?”

haha. I was deciding whether to use the tell method or the ask method since I usually go with either way. ended up we had this talk. not those really focused talks but those she-was-busy-with-something-and-I-just-rambled-on talks.

she started by saying, “then what about work?” then I don’t know why but I just told her that I wanted to quit my waitressing job. and she started asking why. why I wanted to quit. why I wasn’t happy. what was it that I wasn’t happy about.. you get the idea.

anyway, we cleared a lot of differences that was between us for the past month and not only she let me go to pk’s chalet, I could quit my waitressing job too!

so I’ll just stick to my office job in the afternoon. really need a break. it’s tiring trying to handle two jobs and running back and forth between those two.

so today, I thought I would feel better but I think that allergy reaction is lagging or something. I broke out in rashes today. no kidding. I didn’t apply anything since I didn’t know what to apply and mom wasn’t home so here I am at my workplace typing this and hoping that the aircon here would be really cold so I don’t need to keep scratching :?

and I’m still sneezing -sniffles-

I finally got my pay! well, my pay for the waitressing job. still waiting for my office job pay o_O but I’m sick again so when I met up with wil after work, he saw my condition and said, “you really look terrible.” thanks *sarcastic* like I needed to be reminded.

well, he got me this panadol thingy and less than half an hour, my flu was just *poof* gone! amazing I tell you. and it costs quite alot. SG$5.80! -gasp- I usually don’t take panadol cos I’m allergic to it. but this works. and no reaction! ;D

No Flu

wil is so lucky. get a new phone and a new cam on the same day -jealous- at least he let me play with his cam I love his cam though it’s a sony plus it’s pretty laggy.

we went to tampines fish & co. to have dinner. let me tell you, it was my first trip to fish & co. -embarrassed look- yeah. I’ve never been to one and finally, when I’m 18 years and 6 months old, wil brought me to fish & co.

well, nothing that spectacular or anything. but it is an experience. haha. I even used his cam to take pics! I think I could have a photo composition soon. I have so many caption ideas -grins-

wil was crazy man. he kept asking me to take self pics together. most of them are pretty spas. and he’s sending me those pics via msn now. ack! I look so spas in most of them -wails- I’ve lost my photogenic-y -pouts-

ooh~ and I’m bloated -pats fat tummy- I think I’m gonna weigh like a fat cow again

yes, pwen did this topic in her blog a few entries ago and somehow, it got me thinking about it again. it’s rather depressing to know that after living in this world for 18 years and 6 months (yes. that’s how old I am today) I don’t have a single reciprocated (sp?!) love back.

I don’t know. I mean, sure, there are others.. sis, boss, pwen.. cj?? haha. yeah. but it still sucks all the same. I’ve got my kor who’s a real buaya-er (flirt) and he can get a gf this year. met her at camp too *hngh* and another church pal of mine who got attached.

only thing is that the latter wasn’t that lucky. I admit, he’s abit of a fool. I mean, he met this girl online and he’s never even met her before when they went together. I mean, it’s quite dumb. to get a gf and you’ve never met her before. but that’s what he did. and he found out that everything was a lie.

the pic she sent him wasn’t even her. the life she told him about wasn’t even true. she said she’s in aussie now but she’s still right here in singapore. it’s so dumb. but I pity him. his first relationship and it has to turn out like this.

and I read in some girl’s blog about she and her new guy. they broke up. apparently, she found out that the guy made a bet with his friends to see who could ‘get’ her first. how sad. to think that these only happen in the movies.

so at times, I guess I’m glad I’m single. and like I’ve said before, I am happy being single. I’m just unhappy being single and being in love at the same time. especially when that love isn’t reciprocal..

enough of heartsick stuff. I’m sick of it -scolds self- now, to end off with a happy note, here’s two of the many snaps we took that eventful night with the neoprint machine -grins-

PK, Pwen & Me

yeah. it’s been 7ners night. two nights in a row too! ;D

wednesday was bad work day for me. shan’t go through details so I was hoping that by meeting 7ners later in the evening would cheer me up. boy. not only did they cheer me up. they made me laugh. haha..

we met at fullerton hotel (well, outside technically) as srjc was having their prom night there. we saw cheng teng off to the prom after we met her and took pictures together. she was wearing this really lovely black gown and as she walked away from us, sis (was it?) said, “it’s like sending cinderella off.”

and the funny thing? jo and I said at the same time, “in black?!” -rofl-

we chilled around boat quay the coffee bean there and we all hated the part about walking through boat quay. well, jo detested it. coz all the hostess would be trying to get you to sit down and have a drink. hmm. we could have after all we were all (except pk) legal and it was ladies’ night.. haha. but bah, I hate beer o_O

so we sat at where the big bird sculpture was and talked most of the time. sis taking random shots, pwen looking into pk’s phone messages -chuckles- a nice girls’ night out. it’s weird. I kinda miss boss come back soon boss! hope she’s doing fine in aussie.. lucky her!

and unfortunately, I’m blogging in my workplace and I can’t use the comp tonight when I get home so I can’t upload the pictures

last night pwen & I wanted to get an interview at rockymaster’s but turns out we need to make an appointment o_O so we (plus pk) just chilled at heeren and took neoprints. bah. the first one really looks nice but we look so pale.

so I suggested going over to far east plaza where the neoprint machines were much better. and really, we had a whole load of fun just taking snaps after snaps ;D I spent a total of 9 bucks on this man. come to think of it, pk and pwen cheated me! -scowls- the last neoprint we took, I paid 2 whole dollars more and we all got an equal share of the pictures!

I protest!!!

you guys so owe me man. but let’s go take again another day. and yeah, can’t upload coz I can’t use the comp -wails-

today, work at the restaurant was ok I guess. I didn’t need to give out flyers so that’s a pro. I broke a bottle of tiger and that was a con. but overall it was ok. hey 7ners, remember miss susanna (sp?) ho? the netball teacher? she’s a friend of my boss and she came to eat today!

she told me to sit down coz she wanted to talk to me (uh oh..) but what she wanted to say was that she wanted to recruit me into sac alumni o.O I’m. not. kidding.

apparently, she’s the new president and she wants to make the alumni a more ‘hip’ place. so she needs support from us youngsters o.O but I think it might work. coz the last batch that was running the alumni was like, grad in 60’s batch? -jaws drop- yeah. that old (oops)

she’s trying to get sac alumni special discounts at 77th street. turns out that the lady who started this franchise is an ex-sacian! not kidding! so what say you guys? help me spread the word in friendster since I’m not in there. lol..

and to end it off, I shall just paste this thingy I got from destined.org ;p

if I were a month I would be: june
if I were a day of the week I would be: wednesday
if I were a time of day I would be: 1500 hours
if I were a planet I would be: pluto
if I were a sea animal I would be: dolphin
if I were a direction I would be: north
if I were a piece of furniture I would be: arm chair
if I were a sin I would be: envy
if I were a historical figure I would be: cleopatra
if I were a liquid I would be: vodka
if I were a tree I would be: cedar tree
if I were a flower/plant I would be: white/blue carnation
if I were a kind of weather I would be: sunny
if I were a musical instrument I would be: drums
if I were an animal I would be: koala
if I were a color I would be: blue
if I were a vegetable I would be: celery
if I were a sound I would be: voice
if I were an element I would be: fire
if I were a car I would be: I’m into cars so I’ll just say subaru. lol
if I were a song I would be: what I really meant to say – cyndi thomson
if I were a movie I would be: my sassy girl
if I were a book I would be written by: amy tan
if I were a food I would be: pizza
if I were a place I would be: the beach
if I were a material I would be: silk
if I were a taste I would be: bittersweet
if I were a scent I would be: chocolate
if I were a word I would be: hopeless
if I were an object I would be: paper
if I were a body part I would be: eyes
if I were a facial expression I would be: unhappy
if I were a cartoon character I would be: lilo (lilo & stitch)
if I were a shape I would be: broken heart
if I were a number I would be: 7

I’m such a sick duck today. plus the fact that it was a really depressing time for me in the morning..

went to work late coz I overslept. couldn’t help it. if you see my cam pic, I’ve been baking cookies till 2am. why? my sister lor. she went, “jie (that’s big sis in chinese), I wanna go sleep already. you bake the rest ok?”

what could I do? I couldn’t leave it to my mom so I baked the next 4 batches which took about 10 mins approx for each batch.

anyway, I was late and I’m hating work. long story. maybe I’ll mention some other time. had to give flyers to letterboxes in the nearby shopping centres. and now my knuckles are bruised. like I said, another time -scowls-

after my office job, went to meet up with wil. haha. it’s just like last year. after we met during a dmc meeting, we chilled out for the next couple of weeks like the old times. found out he was a magician and he showed me card tricks during the mrt ride to bedok.

he had to do grocery (sp?) shopping for his mum so we went to bedok interchange’s ntuc where he bought alot of stuff. lol. after that we walked home. and well, he had to take a cab home from my place. lmao.

hmm.. -muse- I’m feeling a tad better already! ;D